What matters to me the most is how to get a normal life again with my girlfriend. It’s hard to figure out what she is thinking nowadays because she has a lot of problems with me when she caught me cheating. i can’t really blame her for getting so angry at me. i just thought that I can get away from my actions with her and will still have a good relationship with her. But in the end our relationship fell apart and it’s one of the worst times that I have experience in my life. Right now I have to be alright with what I have done and just learn to forgive myself before asking my girlfriend to forgive me. It’s one the greatest achievement in my life to be able to have a great relationship with my girlfriend. But it looks like right now I might be in for a surprise. We both had a lot of things that we did in the past that we regret. And I just want to ask my girlfriend for a full forgiveness do that she and I would be able to have fun once again in our lives like we did before. My girl is a London escort and we both are still young admittedly. But I wound not try to excuse myself to my girlfriend because I do love her so much and want her to forgive me. This London escort is the only girl that matters to me. even if there where so many times that I broke her heart I still feel like the both of us would be able to accomplish a lot better when we are together. i know that time is going to be a very important factor for the both of us. The more than me and a London escort are together the more that we are able to achieve great things no matter what. i believe in my London escort and want to be a good person to her. There’s nothing good about cheating on her at all and j have to learn that the hard way. but now that me and a London escort are together I absolutely feel better about the situation that I have in my life and would want to have a better life with a London escort because I know that the both of us would want to stay together no matter what. she knows that I deeply regret what I have done to her and will always hope that she would be able to forgive me. No matter how long it may take. i just want a London escort to try to forgive me and give me more reason to live because I do love her want the both of us to do more with the time that we are together. i am never going to hurt my London escort the way I did before because she might never find it in her heart to forgive me at all.